You don't love a woman because she is beautiful

2012-02-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

CANNOT BREATHE WHENEVER HE APPEARS IN THE SHOW OHMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2012-02-06T23:30:00.011+08:00

whoa just saw some of my last time photos taken for vball farewell party! looked to happy and skinny HAHAHAHAHAH okay tts nt the point but i rly miss vball and the fun-ness playing with the team, eventhough i can still rmb how sad i feel at one point of time, like the sigh-why-i-am-so-lousy-at-it kinda feel! if only i can be better :((((( anyway i still love vball and the team hahahaha its so damn fun sia :( i wna post a chio pic HAHAHA wait leme find!!! arlight found some bursting with smiles those kinda pics LOL

anyway.......... damn the main point wasnt all this nostalgia..... :( i forgot what i wna blog about alrdy :(((( this is bad!!!! sigh must be so long nvr memo stuffs now brain like dumb liao!! anyway went jogging with joan today..... fitness level dropped like mad HHAHA but i felt i loss some weight!!! then i began eating ice cream and waffles and losta rice for lunch and dinner......... this is bad tooooooooooo!! and my wallet has got like........................... 4 bucks left :( so sad like what jw said, wallet so ex but no money inside always :((( SO SAD THIS IS SUCH A SAD POST! tell u smthg good anyway! im getting a job! i rly wna be camp facilitator hahahaehahehahehae and the telemkting one! ( still scared but got sm so hope will be better!)AND I RLY WNA BE PRI SCH TEACHER :( CAN I?? I WNA TRY

WBHOA I FINALLY RMB WHAT I WNA SAY!!! I AM STILLDAMN SAD ABOOUT SECRET GARDEN THE PART WHEN THE GUY IS GNA SACRIFICE FOR THE GIRL!!!! AND CRYING WHILE WRITING LETTER TO HER :((((( LIKE CRY UNTIL SO DAMN JIALAT KIND :( I LOVE HIM SIAAAAAAAAAAA

2012-01-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

the guy how hot nia HAHAH ( includes the voice)

2012-01-27T14:58:00.001+08:00

Forever cry at this vid :((

2012-01-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

i FEEL TT IM WASTING MY TIME DNG NTH!!! I NEED TO DO SOME TEACHING BUT I LAZY TO FIND PPLE TOO :( SIAN HOW IM TOO LAZY AND ITS GETTING WORSE EVERDAY NO MEANING MY LIFE! NO MEANING MAYBE I SHLD PERSUADE MY MOM TO GET A DOG SO I CAN BE DOG TRAINER HAHAHAH WLAO SIAN AND I RLY WNA SHOP AGAIN, AND SENTOSA AGAIN( GET SOME NICE TAN) AND HMMMMMMM I RLY WNA BE TEACHER I GO SOME SCH TRY TRY!

2012-01-21T14:17:00.001+08:00

I LOVE

2011-11-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

2011-09-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

i can listen to this all day

2011-09-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

2011-07-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

sorry to be random but i visited this space again and read my last time posts HAHAHAHAH funny niaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~

2011-05-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

im gna abandon this place for another yay!! ciaoz

2011-04-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

hv been repeating the song endless love by diana ross for like more than 20 times liao ahahahah!! its so nice!!! anyway saw this another song also called endless love from The Myth!! the movie looks nice lo! i feel like watching Hello stranger againnnnnnnnnnnn :(((( sian nid time nid more time to slaccck hahah

2011-04-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hahah just came back from trng and supposedly studying session!! In the end w gossiP and htht nia! I rly like hanging out with them sia!! Anyway I recently eat damn alot argh!!! Ethel la!!!! Must save money Jen!!!!! Lose weight!!! But I rly like silky barley!!!!! Woohooo  anyway wanted to do elearning but in the end went tumblring and stuffs!! Sian I was so stress cos I cnt get anything done!!! Lagging behind every shit subject cept fo econs cos not rly need to fill in notes! Argh bitch!! Hahaha then I asked my sis if I can cry so she just lemme do my pms whine and cry to her lo ahhahahahaha I bet she damn irritated by me hahahaha too bad she hv to listen!!! So stress nia I think my mensus gna be late again :( its like dilemma sia I want vball end so can study but I don't want it to end cos I rly enjoyed myself lo!! Love those girls esp gracy!!! Heheheh I'm gna show this to u one day!! Anyway today got new encouragement Notes from everyone again!! muah 

2011-04-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

I wonder if u will read this space again!! Anyway tdy played gravity ball whoaaaaa she touched me sia hahahahahahhahaah exciting lolololol!! Eh what if I become bi becos of her woohooo!! And and hahaha tdy played ball with the vball guys!! The setter damn cool and patient!!! Alright potential new ec!!! Ahhahahaahhaha and I kna hit in the face again!! Contacts drop out somemore paisei niaaaaa!! And jy mjvb I love u all  hehe u all dno my blog anyway I rly hope we can do our best like we played with dhs! Jy girls

2011-04-17T12:23:00.002+08:00

^^ ^^ ^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^ ^^ :D ahhaah so damn happy when i woke up cos i got alot praises HAHAHAHAHA :D happy nia!!!! kinda love this yrs bday cos now i dont like bday parties liao!! be host so stress!!! hahaha ate damn alot ice cream yest LOL!!! still got leftovers gna get it later! kinda excited for later cos gna meet my girls and later stayover at nab's hse heheheehe!!! sometimes i think i rly cannot handle too exciting stuffs at one go ahahahhaahahah will die of nervousness LOLOL and omg tomo is acj or ajc match i cnt rmb!! but i hope we can win plsplsplspls!!!

2011-04-15T19:58:00.001+08:00

heheheh im secretly screaming cos im too harpy HAHAHAHAH copying leticia

2011-04-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

lolol break from studyin~~ anyway just read joan's blog!! so damn long nvr read alrdy!! i wna meet u soon again!!! lolol ur bustop fall thing quite cool sia!! lolololol was laughing at ur post!!! anyway............... we won RI today!! :D they r so nice!! saying thanks and sweetly wave bye to us when they left!!! i like PJC AND RI!!! hehehhe but i always feel so...... gan dong whnever i see PJ play!! like... i feel tt they r so... nice!!! like idk i sense them!!! lololol me and my sensing ahhaha bye i shall go tumblring or smthg

2011-04-10T14:36:00.004+08:00

lol was browsing thru youtube and i cried cos of this damn nice inspiring voice!! :( having a talent would rly make u feel good srsly

omg i love the song. classic! have goosebumps alrdy ohmy

2011-04-09T02:02:00.001+08:00

2011-04-08T20:03:00.003+08:00

how can i not blog about today!! i ate like chewy junior!!!! and yest ate ice cream and sushi with ethel!! ahahahah and ate filling mos burger after competition!! HAHAHAAH actually tts not the point! WE WON DHS IN VBALL! 25-8 and 25-12!!! i was rly damn touched and happy for them!!! or us!!! lololol i din play at all but im so proud im in the team stilll! today we r just too amazing and crazy!!! srsly! too amazing to be true!! argh cnt get over it! its the first time i've been in a sports cca and i rly felt the team spirit thr!!! gracy i srsly still can rmb the look in ur eyes when u say bye to me!!! ahahahha feel like hugging u sia but i din LOLOL!! eh make me rmb last night's trng i was rolling over ethel and gracy and squashing them :D fun nia!! argh its so easy to be myself when im with them! :)

watched The Eagles with jo!! lolol she eat damn unglam nia! anyway its a nice and inspiring movie! i cried alot sia!!! if only im a boy and can experience brotherhood! srlsy... I LOVE ESCAAAA idk if i can be as brave, or loyal like him! to betray his own brothers to honor his own words! argggghhhh i love tt move so nice! argggggh some parts quite exaggerated though ahahahah!! aiyah as long as its better than suckerpunch can alrdy lol!!! thanks everyone who jy for us b4 our match! :) thanks ehhehehe i was so happy when i receive msges from u all!! and congrats on ur pw results tooo :) jy for the other subs!!! pw over liao! now focus!
wlao talking about focus i realized my results like shitty dung sia!! argh lucky i din rly like mug very hard so not very sad bout it!!! CEPT FOR ECONS CHEEEBONG! okay build a bridge and get over it jen!! ahhahha suddenly tot of ethel!!! ( shuddup ethel) LOL!! alright talk too much liao bye

2011-04-05T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hahhahaha had frolick today!!! Swear I can eat one more cup!!! Yummy!! Hahahaha anyway I still think dreaming of myself digging nose is a cool dream sia!!! Lolololol special dream!! And my action packed piang piang kna shot by bullet dream lololol I too cool liao!! Maybe rly, like what viv say, I'm stressed or smthg!!! Cos all the new topics I'm so bad at it!! Hahahaha anyway........ Idk y I feel so happy today!!! Just finished my bowl of instant noods!! Yummy also sia shall cook tt for my family next time!!! Hahaaha chu Qian yi ding!! 

2011-03-29T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahaha was washing my arms and feet when my sis came in and say " is that ur bathing?" hahahahahahaha I was damn shock sia!!cos she was correct!!!! Laugh like mad lolololol somemore just now I tried to hop on the sofa without standing up first so I was like trusting myself up!! When I landed on the sofa the spring was like piaaaaaaak!!!!  hahahaha funny nia!!! too heavy alrdy~~~

2011-03-27T17:38:00.003+08:00

i deep fried love with joseph vincent!! < 3

btw i feel so kind i just donated 10 bucks to jap ahahhaah

2011-03-27T13:18:00.003+08:00

ahhaha my dad just came back!!! hes soooooooooooooooooooo high for some 50 yrs old ahahahahhahhahaah + + + he say im skinnier (again!!!) woooooohoooo! :D btw i realised HAHAHAH all my fam members r like crazily weird and high HAAHHA no wonder i feel so comfy with them LOLOL so damn long since i eat dinner together with them liao :((( all cos of trngs and sch! :<

2011-03-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE A GOOD DAY COS WE ENDED CHEM ALTHOUGH I SCREWED UP TT PAPER!! BUT MBTS OVER, SOMEMORE TRNG TODAY WAS FUN AND SHIOK! BUTTTT NOW HDJKASHDJKASHJKADHJKDHASJKDS HATES ME ALRDY! :(((((((((( I DAMN SAD I DONT LIKE THE FEELING WHEN PPLE TAKE ME WRONGLY!! DAYUMMMMM I ALSO VERY SCARED DHSAJKDHAJK WILL READ THE BLOG! ARGH LIFE SUCKS I DAMN SAD l:( RLY DAMN SAD IM GNA CRY MA DE DASJKDHJKASHDJKASHKJDHASJKDHJKASHDKHASJKDHAJKS HOW CAN HSAKJDHASJKDHA DO THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OMG ISSIT RAINING? WHOA SUDDENLY!! BUT I LIKE IT OMG NID TO TAKE MY KNEE PAD BACK! ALRIGHT ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! SRSLY..... SOMMORE MY MOM TOLD ME (okay i wna type in normal letters) my mom showed the bills for this mth 200 BUCKS LA SIOL!!! its so wasted! liek argh i hate this kinda things happening cos 200 bucks imagine u can save a life in dno whr leh!!! argh!!!!!!! fury fury fury so pekchek feeling :( hjkhdfasjkdhjkashdjklashdjklashdhasjkldhjklashdjkashdasjkhdlas damnit

2011-03-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

new fav song ohmy ohmy :D makes me feel happy everytime i listen to it!

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2011-03-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

Heartbroken nia!!! Eidhdgshff got hdasjkdhjkashdak alrdy!!!! :( plus today rly no motivation to study for chem paper alrdy arghhhhh

2011-03-19T17:47:00.002+08:00

i damn damn sick of studying alrdy! i know i nvr study alot this week but its just.... my brain is sick of all the math and econs and chem!! like really sick of it!!! hvnt been doing anything since... 4? lol what happen to mugger jen!!!! dayum dayum dayum!!! I FEEL LIKE VBALL THOUGH AHAHHAHA!!!

i want ur call in the pourin rain~ look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile~~~~ and she WILLLLLLLLLLLL be loveddddd~~~ lolol currently listening to it while tumblring woohoo!

PS: I WILL STUDY AFTER MY DINNER!!! SIAN CHEM IS NOT EVEN HALF DONE SHIT MY LIFE

2011-03-18T20:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just wish tt I'm some friggin rich girl so I can be a princess or smthg!! Then no nid study till stress cos I know I'm a rich ass kid!!!! Then can go shopping!!!! And can watch drama all day and cry as much as I want cos I'm cool like tt!!!!! Hahahahah recently I think I cry damn alOt!! Like tt time kna spiked in the face (2 times somemore!!) anyway ya! If only!! Then I can watch finish every episode of my drama and not skip here skip thr!! It's been like 3 mth since I last watch a show from tv lo!!! Cos usually no time sit thr watch can only go use lappy for fb twitter or tumblr or blogger!! Aishhhh!!! But ohwell back to reality I'm gna start study now 

If only I got smarty ass brains 

2011-03-17T13:12:00.001+08:00

2011-03-15T17:23:00.004+08:00

hihihihihihih i actually forgot what i wna blog about :( anyway its studying week i got a bad feeling i cnt finish everything and i will fail badly argh!! ohwelllllll OH I RMB WHAT I WNA BLOG ARLDY!! just saw from tumblr it said smthg like.... i want a guy who plant me flowers not just buy me one HAHAHHA so cute hor!! yah i think buying flowers waste of money and flowers nia plant better cos can stay alive longer!!! :D and joan recently bought a bb!! HEHEHEHE :D and and she keep sending me those noob msg i send her last time like the terrapin thing ARGH mean bean!

2011-03-11T07:08:00.005+08:00

ahaahhaha after manda's visit to my hse yest i got the kinda slack mindset alrdy HAHAHAH like even if a lvls results no good i still got so many other choices to fall back on sia!!!! AND THE TALK BOX SO DAMN COOL I SANG CUI DONG CUI YO TO EUN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA fun i wna play with manda using jag's phone alrdy!!! ANYWAY!!!!!! im awake and its 710am now!!! :D going toapayoh thr for indoor trng later!! :D exciting nia!!! i love the morning view from my window!! so peaceful and windy now! :D more of cold than windy but i wna make it sound romantic HAHAHAHAH i like in zen mode again sia!!! (which is good) feel like drink orange juice and eat smthg hot hot thats very hooot~thrs very hott! hot! hot! hot! hot!! ahhahahahahha i swear joan can do this hothot thing damn well!! LOL i wna add pics to my blogger HAHAHA GNA FIND FB!! AND WLAO THEY SHLD TOTALLY INVENT SMTHG TT CAN PULL FB PICS INTO OUR THUMBDRIVE OR HARD DISK LO!! SRSLY COS I HATE SAVING AND RIGHT CLICKING!! ARGH i nid dwl new songs too im so grossed out by my always repeated songs :( OMG GUESS WHAT I CANNOT RIGHT CLICK SAVE PICS ANYMORE SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTT :((((((((( SIAN I WNA HAVE ALL THE PICS MEMORY LIKE HARD COPY KIND ONE LEH!!! < / 3 (the pics above r saved pics from last time anywayssss :( unhappy jen is unhappy!! )

/edit : i realised its 7.28 now and i always feel like shittnig at this time cos its the time when we report for assembly!! i've got a shitting timetable ohmyohmyohmy!!!

2011-03-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

I WILL DO IT AND I MUST DO IT!!!!!! CANNOT KEEP FAILING ALRDY!!!!!!! GO JEN AHAHAHA!!! i always fail fail fail now AND NOW I WILL STOP FAILING ALRDY!!!! OOOOOOOOSH!!! OMG IM SO GNA STUY AFTER MY DINNER!!! AND WHAT WHATWHAT OH!!! HIT MBT WITH MY BEST SHOT DA DA DA DA~ FAIL NEHMIND AT LEAST GOT TRY!! OMG RHYMES ALRIGHT BYE!!!

BTW TODAY I FEEL SO MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN IM A GUILTY BITCHHHHHHHHHH :(((((((((((((((((((((((( MORE EXTENT FOR G AND LESSER SO MUCH LESSER FOR JOAN COS I PANGSEH HER!!! I WNA GO BUT I JUST WNA STAY AT HM TO HARDCORE MUG HAHAHAHA IM SO GNA DO IT MAN! ANYWAY I WAS WEBCAMMING WITH YT YEST!! GAVE ME ENERGY SIA AFTER WEBCAM AHAHAHAHA JOAN CAME MY HSE TO MARK HER PAPERS BUT 2 HRS 2 PAPERS NIA AHHAHA JY JOAN MUAH MUAH LOVE TO TO THE SKY AND BACK AHAHHAHAHAHAHA DAMN ALOT RIGHT? IKNOW AHHAHAHAHAH

2011-03-06T21:16:00.001+08:00

RECENTLY I CNT STOP THINKING ABOUT U!!! DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IM GNA DIEEEEEEEEEE

2011-03-05T21:28:00.004+08:00

at sj's hse now!!! btw the recently most happening thing is the a lvls reslts! i damn scared for next year my result!!! i know even if i do damn bad i still can go aus or overseas but i think i wont be happy lo!!! oh and tdy's cross country damn tired!!!! hahha sherts ( I KNOW U WILL READ THIS) asked me if im okay!! i tink recently i damn tired then will show black face or sian face leh!!! feel so mean to the pple around me cos they have to keep asking if im okay or anything!!! im rly okay btw!!! ahahha its just tt i damn mentally tired nia!!! i think cos like all my energizers like viv they all not in sama class to ji siao me anymore hahahaha!! siange long dong!! i wna rly say sry for like giving attitude!!!!!!!!!!!! esp to jw sia i think i black face u the most!! :((( justignore me next time!!!!! okay maybe dont ignore me maybe just massage me HAHAHAHA thanks for always massaging me sia :<<<<< u all all so nice and sweet im so blessed ahhahahahh love u all leh! IM SERIOUS

btw yanci!!! ( if u read this) I WNA SAY JIAYOU TO UUU!!! ur so damn strong i wna be like u!!! mentally i mean! :)) whatever u do i will mentally support u!!! :)) EH GO BE TEACHER LA HHAHAHA :D i think ur a danm nice person and actually i wna confess smthg!!!!! IF ONLY WE CAN BE IN THE SAME CLASS AGAIN LO DMNIT so sad last time 412 we din rly like hangout alot!!! since like got different clique or smthg!!! BUT STILL I LOVE UR NIEC AND SWEET CHARACTER LO!!! okay bye later u like bhb

/edit hahaahha sj reading all the letters we gave to her now :D sweet si le \:D joan;'s letter damn drama nia HAHAHAH

2011-03-02T21:29:00.001+08:00

i wna blog but i dno what to say hahahaha

2011-02-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

Nervous jen is nervous!!!! idk about what but its just nervous-y feeling!! btw watched '' no strings attached just now!!'' okay la not very nice those kind!!! anyway what i wna say i frogot liao damnit!!! argh oooooh! i rmbed i wanted to like say.... i wna be those damn nice pple i met recently!!! its like thrs this woman who was chasing after a bus, then just nice the uncle who alighted the bus saw it and he immediately flagged the bus for her!! like so niceeeeeeeee! i think i like wont do it leh :( maybe i shld try it one day!! and and another is thrs this old ahpeh whos slping on the train when i board the train at pasir ris, so for awhile i tot ' is this guy supposed to alight here?' then like when got pple come in the train, ( two of them at the same time somemore) tap the uncle and say its his stop liao!! so niceeeeeee right? THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE!! hahahahahhaha was telling jag and others tt we shld appreciate those moments cos its just so.... idk how to say!!! hahahhahah ohwelll and thanks eveyrone who asked if im alright! :D::D:D gandong daooo i actually... nvr tot tt i was impt to them!! ahhahahahahah

SCH SUCKS. bye :D

2011-02-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

I've lost my motivation to study alrdy :( now i totally dont understand wts is the lecturer talking about anymoreeee argh! and i miss seeing wl manda pea in sch so much! they r like my charger sia now no more them im so.... tired and bored everytime in sch :( + + + i feel so.................. nostalgic after qh show me the class photo he put inside his bag! im so kinda touched actually.. i wna cry sia when i saw tt but i think im so good at holding back tears now! :( today like emo niaaaaa

2011-02-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

confession time!!!!
i think im kinda stress cos i srsly dno chem AT ALL!!!!! LIKE AT ALLLLLLLLLL :( chim dao can die!!!! :( physics another cmi one hahahah econs maybe can use common sense do sometimes!!! and i miss playing vball and hving so much fun!!!! hehehehehehe my skin came out though gross can see the flesh but IMMA TRY NOT TOUCH WATER TOMO! :D

2011-02-13T17:17:00.003+08:00

hahaah i like how we all look so happy here :D

2011-02-12T21:53:00.003+08:00

this is my 400th post!!!

anyway....... i kinda sad sia i rly damn bad at looking at pple!! all the pple i thought to be nice are actually.... NOT and pple i thought are &*&(%^&% r actually nice! sianzation! NEVER JUDGE THE FRIGGIN BOOK BY THE COVER!!!! jw if ur reading this i wna tell u i like u (as a fren duh ahahha!) cos u dont judge easily and u dont get influence by what other pple say until u understand tt person and stuffs!!! hahahah wanted to write tt to u but im lazy so i shall type! :D oh and what..... im so tired tdy! like even go flea also no mood :( somemore i feel damn broke even though my dad gave me money :(((( i think its cos sch sucks damnti

2011-02-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

ohman :( so sweet my future bf must know how to sing this song!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

i hate it when everything i have goes low batt or flat!!! :(
so leychey to charge and i always forget to put inside my bag after tt!
hey it rhymes again!! :D:D

anyway...... i know its abit no life but i actually sometimes record down my thoughts in my phone so i wont forget it and rmb to blog about it! heheheehhehe

the recent thurs training was kinda fun cos we played games with mixed players guys and girls and i rly think tt guys r more sincere when it comes to cheering? hahaha jo felt the same way as me too yay! :D its like idk, the way they say it! im kinda touched but i dno how to react HAHAHA im getting so socially awkward argh! but awww they r so nice! weiting is nice too < 3

so thrs consecutive balls i cnt pass over and i almost wanted to cry like srsly teary eyes! weiting just keep encouraging me and keep telling me to jy and conc more! when she ask me am i gna cry i was like " nono i not cry do i look like im gna cry? " ahhahhahah damn fake but argh!!! hahahha must be strong! jo kinda saw tt too lucky she nvr come talk to me if not i will cry!
anyway its damn funny gracy tried to block reis while running on the track ahahhahaha damn bitchy sia she hahahahahahahaha in a funny way of cos! and btw!!!! I THINK I SAW SOME GUY WHO LOOKS LIKE YANCI'S BRO?? IDK BUT I THINK IS LEHHHHHH GNA ASK YC SOON!

so damn long nvr come online........ i miss msn and i hate using adium!!! sian sch like stress nia :(
and y do i always feel like ...... A PLASTIC BAGGGGG hahahaha i miss hanging out with US. just chilling and stuffs....!! at least tonight we chillax abit! heehhe joan's a cool teacher now :D

2011-02-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

just returned hm!
ahhaha so funny both joan and wl wna date me go udders at night just now
too bad my mom say i too fat supper no good for me!
first time study for like 5hrs this year hahah not productive for me BUT ITS WARM UP!
i damn sad my volleyball keychain gone lo everytime i see my bag cannot show off im a vballer not cool liao me tsktsktsk! i think cos the ball came loose or smthg
my waterbottle viv gave me also dont hv :((( at least i hv similar one!
i srsly miss my vball keychain!! eh jw go jap buy again leh HAHAH
wlao eh i rly damn fat alrdy tummy bulging like chicken liddat
im gna start dieting AFTER GNG VIV'S HSE MEANS START FROM MONDAY!
hmmmmm dieting means..... eating less but still eat!! HHEHE
im hungry lo :(
i damn envy joan eun and chels cos they teaching in cchms so slack somemore! :( i wna be teacher...................!
hmmmm HAHAHAHA btw tdy me and joan cnt stop laughing madly at the sparkling juice thing hahahahahha sounds like f-ing juice if u're eating a prawn AHHAHAHA
now tt makes me think of laughing and talking white eating some almond cnt biscuit thing!! me and joan both accidentally spit those crumbs out while talking LOL
somemore we jinx both while eating food LOL we fat asses srlsy.......
hope sj get well soon she so stress siol!!!
and sj is a teacher with 300 bucks per month!
tabuleh my aunt srsly .......... weird family i have....... like what........... runs in the family i think, this kinda irritatingness and paranoid and ( aiyah i dont wna say anymore make me pekchek nia)
snoop snoop snoop snoop
headache liao damnit! bye arhghahrhghahrhahghahahrhgh

*PANIC AT THE DISCOOOOO*

/edit: TODAY IM SLPING WITH NO AIRCON FOR THE FIRST TIME! :D NO FAN SOMEMORE HEHEHEE JUST OPEN WINDOWS ( I DARE OPEN WINDOWS COS GOT SIS SLPING WITH ME TDY :D)

2011-02-04T22:54:00.005+08:00

beautifulll eyes!!! < 3

won 40 bucks then back to -20 tdy :(((( sian i totally love the feeling of winning lo!!! somemore i keep full housing but no one wna follow me :(((!!! anyway i think im changing!! like evolving siol! hahahahaha nah but slrsy in my mind kinda thing... idk i think this is growing up hor? ahahhaha i swear i think alot more compared to last time ALOT MORE! dang i just wna be sleeping beauty :( i cnt stop feeling slpy or slping nowadays!!!! argh sch sucks and its only 1mth and i feel the stress alrdy..... + my new tuition teacher like not very good???? i feel like sacking her but i dno how to tell tt araarhahgharhahghhg okay if she rly cmi im gna like tell my mom heheheheh!

btw my mom's family so much noisier than my dad's fam! at least got the cnt feel sia! watched too much gory and thriller movies tdy...... headache :(

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2011-02-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY!! :D hahaha suddenly rmb how my sis scare me in the car tt morn!!! u know the space in btwn the car seat and head rest? i love to put my eyes thr then stare at her haahhaha and she would gimme the gross face USUALLY. but tt morn i turn around and she ask me stare through tt hole again i totally scream sia hahahhahahaha she put her whole face so damn near the space!!! hahhaha chua sai forever!!! my mom and sis cnt stop laughing at me hahaha! ANYWAY..... yest's sch cny cele abit like boring ah!!! compare to last time idk!! lolol but caleb so cute siol!!! *ahgugu!!* oh and srlsy paiseh max when i take pic with tt cute guy! cute la but stilll.......... i dont dare eye contact him liao!!! make me think of mr ng lololol........ awkward siollll

+ + ++++ IM EATING ICE CREAM WOOHOOO!! HD'S COOKIES AND CREAMMMM!! FAV FOREER HEHEHE!!

+++++ + + + MY BRO JUST NOW SQUEEZE MY TUMMY AND SAY IM FAT T_TTTTTT DAYUMMMM

2011-02-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

hahaha went town with jw sm viv to get cny stuffs!! and met my bro after tt!! :D i bought stuffs which...... i usually wont buy cos i wna CHANGE STYLE AND IMAGE AHAHHAHA!!! anyway its damn funny me and my bro try to do the nerdish "YES" thrust thing HAHAHA u know where you clench your fist and punch ur elbow down? HAHAHA we tried different ways to make it as embarrassing as possible......... EVEN IN THE CAR HE DID THE YES THRUST AND THIS PEDESTRIAN CNT STOP LAUGHING AT HIMMMM!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! ALTHOUGH THIS YEAR SEEMS............. NOT AS NOISY?

2011-01-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

:( feel so guilty after gng to my maid's room. she was folding clothes IN THE DARK. i only saw her when i switched on the lights and chua tio sia! i feel like, as compared to her, spending too much lo! WTHHH BTW I JUST FOUND A PIMPLE ON MY BACK ARGH!! PAIN SIOL! OMO JO CALLING! HAHAHA AND I GOT AN IRRITATING BRO!

okay from now on, I WILL TRY TO NOT ON AIRCON FOR MAYBE LIKE 2 DAYS! ( at least better than everyday aircon! )

2011-01-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

i totally love trngs on saturday!!!
i think... idk we r improving on the sports itself and bonding! :))))
kinda like them leh HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA i kinda love mini hthtalks
i damn sad i this weekend nvr do work again
BUT WHO CARES HHAAHA CNY LEH LEH LEH
GONG XI FA CHAI
SIAN BUT IF ONLY IM AN SMARTASS
BTW STOP COPYING ME!!!
FURY LIAO
ARGH
I WNA HAVE A PET DOG LO
I BET U ALL LOVE READING POINT FORM THAN LONG SENTENCES RIGHT HAAH
MISS GNG JOAN'S HSE FOR MOVIE MARATHON WITH ALOT JUNK FOOD :(
IF ONLY DECEMBER LASTS FOR 3 MONTHS
DECEMBER 1, DECEMBER 2, DECEMBER 3
IM SO NOT CREATIVE
IF I AM I WONT BE STUDYING I WILL BE STARTING A COMPANY ALRDY
ARGH BTW BITCHES DO EXIST :(
WOW I TOTALLY LOVE GUYS WHO CAN SING + PLAY INSTRUMENTS
SIA LA BYEBYE :)
(oh btw i kinda quite very damn sad i cnt buy online stuffs)

2011-01-28T15:57:00.001+08:00

hahahaha trying to make my blog interesting with pictures!!!
anyway i hate studying i rather be a princess/mermaid ahahhahahahahah! tata gng meet manda and weile nao :D

2011-01-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

just returned hm AGAIN. now i hate returning home late alrdy. its making me so kanchion and i nid to start on my freaking work! damn life damn jc life actually argh! and i was kinda stress tt i dont even know a single shit the lecturer is talking about (srlsy i hvnt start on any new topics revision) and i actually kinda shouted at my mom :( but i rly dont like it when u always gimme those herbs kinda drink at night! so bitter and stuffs!! welll.... so i kinda got fed up when u shout shout shout and ask me to drink tt argh hahahah she was kinda shocked when i raised my voice abit! HAHAHAH oaky sry still :( i think i just vent my stress-nes on her sia :( im actually crying typing this idk y i think its pms again ( + abit of guiltiness! :( )

btwwwwwwww i rly damn happy vballers kinda open up and stuffs. i feel like i can rely on them more alrdy1 :)))) and i cnt wait for the new j1s to come i think im gna love them like a mama LOL......... NOT

/editttt now more guilty shit damnit :( she bought me stuffs tt i said i wanted :(((( sian i so mean damnit :( har i feel like crying more dsjkadhasjkdhjkashdjkashjkdhkasjhdjkasdh sian okay bye :(

2011-01-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

i cnt study and conc :(((( i thik cos its new topics and i damn reluctant to learn!!!!! damnit damni damnit damnit damnit damni dmanit im just gna die for tomo tests!!! actually...... TEST NIAAAAA not a lvls right hahaahhahahahahahhahaha even if a lvls fail i can go NIE hahahahahah!!!!!!!! YAY I FEEL MUCH BETTER I SHALL GO TUMBLR NAO~

2011-01-22T19:28:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA IM GNA FORM A BAND ONE DAY WHO WNA JOIN? QUEUE UP PLS

ohmyohmy tdy exciting day hahahahhah!!!!! I MET ON THE COURT EC @ ORCHARD HAHHAHA!!! he was with weien so yah!!! i dino they classmates lolol saw ben(eeeeee) and yukai@ his sch flea thing! THE SCH FLEA SO CUTE OR WHAT! i wna hv mj flea too LOL! but srsly i feel so weird gng town with uniform argh! like mega weird!!! MEGAMIND, MEGA WEIRD! okay sry anyway i bought a new shoes :( guilty much cos i got so mny damn shoes argh! OHWWEEEEEELLLLLL :( and btw i just woke up from my slumber ( DO I SOUND LIKE IM SNOW WHITE? HEEHEEE) gna start dng my work soon! :D I NID TO STAY OPTIMISTIC CMON CMON!

2011-01-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

i think i tear too easily!! :( but just listen to the lyrics! and check out sam tsui's cover too its as nice!

2011-01-21T21:11:00.001+08:00

:DDDDDDDDD love joan srsly AWWYEE AWWYEEE PEEE WEEWEE :D

2011-01-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

you by my life, is the greatest kind

well guess this is part of life! CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!! :D

BTW.......
i rly love vball and the pple thr! gracy's so sweet thrs some sort to good aura coming out of her or smthg! ahhahhaah and im damn sad this year i must work harder than last yr!!! cnt slack like last yr alrdy cos now im so unfamiliar with the new topics coming in ARGH nida catch up......... but not today cos im lazy HAHAHAHA who r we r we r we , we r we r we r we. who r we? we r we we r we r we r we!! MANDA IF U READ THIS U MUST SAY THIS THING OUT OAKY AHAHHA MUAH! btw i damn sad u say i become judgemental :( IM TRYING NOT TO BE ALRDY!!!! (trying) :D

2011-01-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WEIRD!! RLY RLY WEIRD HOW NOW OMG IM GNA DIE LEH SRSLYYYYYYYY :( ARHGAHHGAHHTRAHGHAHTAHGHAHFSAJKDKASHDA TMDDDDDDD MY HEART LIKE GOT SMTHG ITCHY ARGH CHEEBONG NUGGETS DAMNIT THIS IS SO DAMN SCARY + GROSS + EMBARRASSING + IDK EVERYTHING MAYBE IM HAVING PMS SO MY EMOTIONS R MAGNIFIED? AHAHAHHAHA MAYBE.

2011-01-16T13:24:00.004+08:00

wellllllllll, before i start dng my hmwk i shall rant first hahahah!!

i hate rmbing small stuffs like charge my phone mp3 ask my mom for money etc etc....
i hate te feeling of uncertainty (esp when u go sch argh!)
i dont wna wake up ealry!!!
ate some diarrhea pill but it doesnt work!!!!!!!!!! :( only shat a bit :((((
my room so damn messy argh tabuleh tahan
TAKE ME BACK TO THE PERSON I USED TO BEEEE~
if only i got a robot to do all the sai gang work for me :(
i hate chem siol damnit esp when now i dont understand a single shit about it
alrgith tata

2011-01-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

tried to understand and do my arenes hmwk :( ended up doing it for only 1 hr and then went to watch tv and use the com :( damn im so disappointed in myself argh! shall do it tomo since im free :) kinda like the damn-shiok-no-plans-so-i-can-plan-my-life kinda thing HAHAHAH ( plan my life for one day) argh sucks to be back to sch again :( argh argh argh listening to pink's who knew! kinda nice hehehehehe was listening to her raise ur glass and linked to this nice song yay! btw my itunes got some prob dno y some songs cnt sync even though i reset my whole ipod :( pekcheknia

BTW AHHAHA i DAMN HAPPY JOAN;S BRO PUT MJ AS FIRST CHOICE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D WELCOME TO MJ RYAN!

2011-01-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

hello! :D tdy trng was cancelled due to rain :(((( i wanted trng so badly argh!! but ohwells!! :D chillin at perk u perk me perkcafe was kinda good lololol! at night went out to udders and then macs for supper! so fat everytime we go out we only eat and eat and eat!!! yest was bedok 85 and icc with the unemployed wl and manda somemore! I NID TO LOSE WEIGHT ARGH! tdy height and weight i tot i ca get lighter or smthg :( sadly like gain 1kg i think! and GUESS WHAT AHHAHAHAAAHAH my ex tuition mate talking to me hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahaha damn funny hes excuse for asking me out " i got extra movie tickets my friends pang seh me" HAHAHAHAHHAHA tt was few yrs back btw hahahahahhahhahahahahhahahhahha!!!!!

/edit HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAH I CNT BELIEVE HES STILL AS........... ______ ( fill in yourself) !!!!! HE GNG ARMY ON 10 FEB AND HE SAYS HE WNA GO BUFFET B4 HE GOES ARMY! cnt he find his frens or smthg! thinking of ways to reject nicely now

//edit its funny how he make himself sound so nice and stuffs! totally just despo cos HC is such a " beauty desert " so mean and superficial! tsssssssk i see how much hv cahnge in him and its kinda sad :( he used to be so nice!! ohwell!!! i guesss guys rly cnt be trusted at all!! alright goodnight!!:D morning tuition tomo

2011-01-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

just came back 1030 plus and my mom scolded me for not replying her call :( actually wna call back but i just lazy to turn over and reach for my phone in my bag ahahah! anyway while i was waitin for the bus i thought about quite a lot of stuffs :D im so really glad i hv joan and sj as friends buddies sister :) i almost wanted to cry but i controlled myself not to get so emotional hahahahha guess is pms!! i think i alwys blame everything on pms! we r like "zoo" when we went for dessert @ secret recipe! ahhaha the waitress say we laugh till crazy like tt ahahahhaha i love them leh :( i just got shivers ahahhaha I GOT THE CHILL~

anyway tomo's open hse, hahahahahahah kinda cool argh im quite excited dno y maybe its cos i can see the ex 413 pple!! i was telling joan how i miss them ahahhahah oi and btw tdy i just realised my blog got pple read siol happiness!!! okay la not happiness more of a " omg next tiem what if i say smthg bad about them AHHAHAHH " nah la dont think will happen anyway har i feel like whining but i can only whin to sj cos she will whin backtoo ahahhahaha argh i miss them alrdy :( MET SANDRA AND MAMA AGAIN ON THE BUS AHAHHA EXCITING SIOL MY LIFE AHHAHAHAH!! her mom so pretty!!! ( plus she say i grew taller and prettier HAHAHAHA)

ALRIGHT shall go and slp cos i hvnt been slping early lately :(

ps: I DAMN EXCITED JOAN AND HER BRO GNA COME MJ TOMO!!! HOPE HE CHOOSE MJ I WILL PHYSCO HIM TO COME HERE MUAHAHAHA

FIRST DAY OF SCH

2011-01-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

reached hm at arnd 1030 tdy so damn late la!! but was for trng! :D miss trainings and touching vballs!!! :D and obviously my stamina dropped! :( gna be more enthu during trngs now!! :D and and and and i was so nervous for sch although i dont seem like but its just the feeling and stuffs! its like gng to....... new environment or smthg liek tat! its weird, just weird. and i hv sch tomo again :( i kinda hate waking up early and hving nth to look forward to :( last yr was so kinda different, at least i had fun during class and the pple r so frenly and nice! felt kinda nostalgic when catching up with st viv sam qh they all! aiyooooo i rly miss hanging arnd them although they always say me smelly ahahhaha!
i bathed tdy after trng btw MY MOM HELPED MY BLOW DRY MY HAIR :D cos im lazy to do it myself! AND MY HAIR SO SO SUPER SOFT! UNEXPECTED i tot would be like rough and dry after tt but no!! :D maybe i shld blow dry more often? hahahhahhaha SILKY SMOOTH SRSLY WOOHOO! anyway back to topic! new classmates....... hmm they seemed nice to me! hahhah maybe we'll bond more after tt. but i think i will miss viv sia shes kinda............. idk how to say but i think shes like honest and true and down to earth kind I LIKE hahahahahaha met jo during trng! i swear i was so damn happy when i see her face hahahahahhahahaha i dont know why i actually miss them so much, :( maybe only when pple leave me then i will start to really cherish them? no leh but last yr also okay leh! aiya but i just miss them lo :(
yyy y y yy y damnit argh hahaha cnt believe im actually tearing now! maybe its just me, maybe its pms~ hahaha ( trying to do the maybe its mayballene thing) i cnt spell AND THIS IS SO LENGTHY NO ONE WOULD READ THIS :D BYE HOPE TOMO WILL BE A GOOD DAY :D ( I CNT PUT HEART SHAPE IN HERE ARGH)

2011-01-09T01:26:00.004+08:00

bubbles so damn cute here when she sings i wna cry!! "you cnt hurt me with the things you do, i'll pick up dandelions and i'll give it to you"

hahahahaahahah miss watching them!!! weile suddenly show me some animaniac thing then link link link to here!! miss cartooooooooon network sia!! i wna go back pri sch hahahaha!!

2011-01-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

in the arms of the angel

EVERYTHING LOOKS PERFECT FROM FAR AWAY

2011-01-08T01:50:00.003+08:00

beautiful song to listen before i go to slp :D
( i think i post it before hahha)

2011-01-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

need to set my priorities right!!! (WHEN SCH BEGINS THAT IS) I DAMN SAD I NVR DO MY WORK IM SUPPOSED TO DO MY WORK BUT IM NOT............................................... IM RELUCTANT OHDAMN ARGH BYE ( btw met shuyi pea weile manda tdy! :D CNT BELIEVE SHUYI IS TEACHING AT PATHLIGHT? SO DAMN COOL, cept she keep treating us as autistics! i wna be teacher hehehehehhehehehehehe goodnight muah!)

shall colour my words so will seem interesting to read HAHAHAH

2011-01-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

HAHAHHA ENJOYY~

2011-01-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

WLAO I NID TO RANT!!! ARGH!!

I FEEL LIKE WATCHING SOME DRAMA KOREAN SHOW SO I CAN CRY/LAUGH! LIKE THOSE STAIRWAYS TO HEAVEN KIND!!
I FEEL LIKE EATING ICE CREAM BADLY, AGAIN!!!! :(
I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN THE OCEAN~
ARGH I DONT WANT SCH TO START LO DAMNIT! DAMNIT DAMNIT!!! I DAMN SAD DAMN SAD I ARGH!!! CHEEBONG CHICKEN CHEEBONG CHICKEN NUGGET CHEESE PIE!! FEEL LIK EATNG CHICKEN NUGGETS ( WITH CARAMEL SAUCE PLS )
AND I FEEL LIKE JOINING SOME BAND! HAHAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUN LA TRAVELLING ANRD WITH UR GRP OF BAND MEMBERS THEN U JUST SIT DOWN SING AND CHILL?
AND I ALWAYS FEEL TT IF I TWEET TOO MUCH AT ONE GO PPLE WILL HATE ME COS IM SPAMMING THEIR TIMELINE OR SMTHG!
ARGH
SCH................................
CHICKEN NUGGETS :(
OH BTW! TDY WENT YY'S HSE and i saw this damn cute family, the father was waiting at the busstop for hes children to come back from pri sch!!! then he asked them what they do and stuffs, got hmwk to do or whatever. then he asked how's sch for the pri 1 guy i think? (cos he looks so tiny!) i still rmb my first day of schooling HAHAHA i was one of the cry babies tt cnt leave my mom for 1 second kind HAHAHAH embarrassing sia y cnt i be stronger! anyway then this girl, jolene, gave me a tissue paper cos my mom din bring HAHA then my mom left me and her tgher!! i think we were pri sch best friend till pri 4 when we drifted away! awwwww those days!! gotta miss it lo COS GOT SLACK PERIOD LIKE MORAL AND CIVICS EDUCATION? HEALTH ED? wlao damn slack :( no hmwk somemore damnit exams always get 99 or 90+++ one lo:( now i cnt even get 50 :(
SO............. SUMMARISE THE ABOVE STUFFS, SCH SUCKS DAMNIT HVNT START I KNOW WILL SUCK ALRDY!
BTW TDY WEATHER DAMN COLD BUT I DONT DARE OPEN MY WINDOWS AT NIGHT COS I SCARED GHOST WILL CLIMB IN AND PULL MY LEG :( IF ONLY MY SIS SLPS WITH ME AIGOOO
YAY IM SO CHATTY TODAY I SHALL ............. IDK WHAT SHLD I DO!
BYE GOODNIGHT :D

2011-01-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

ken and barbie!

2011-01-04T13:34:00.002+08:00

hihihih!! im gna start using this awesome bullet points again heheehe!
i was just thinking if the rapist at Lincoln park got arrested alrdy? ahaha random but just wondering~~
my wardrobe is fulllllll(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) like i cnt even put anymore clothes without squeezing and pushing the old clothes! i think recently i shop too much and NOW IM ADDICTED
im still thinking about the checkered top @ zara :( if not for the queue i know my mom will buy it lor!!
the brown top @ stradivanus!! its 50 bucks for a quite simple top BUT IT FITS NICELY LEH! :( and the pair of shorts too:( im gna buy it once i get my pay!
my fam doing whats tt called..... spring cleaning! only my room still dirty cos i just woke up hehehehehehhe!!!
cnt believe it we got so much rubbish lo! tsktksktsk!
i wna secretly put my clothes to the donation pile hahahahahaha!! i know my mom wil nag at me and say tt i nvr wear tt much and now i wna throw it away alrdy
i damn reluctant sch's gna start soon :( damn damn damn reluctant becos i hv to wake up early early and its damn early :(
argh sch
i cnt wait for cny!! :D so i can wear my new clothes HAHAHAH
and and and and and and i wna go someone hse bai nian to can play mj and cards!! :D
oh went studying yest, I DAMN SAD I DAMN LOUSY AT THINKING NOW LEH CHEEEBONG! I WNA STUDY AND GET BACK MY SMARTNESS( HAHAHAHA NOT TT I VERY SMART , BUT STILL.......)
HEHEHE CIAOZ IM GNA GO DO SMTG TO MY WARDROBE!
I WNA GO FLEA HEHEHEHE

2011-01-02T15:15:00.003+08:00

ohman recently im getting so...... short tempered esp when im with my 2 aunts but srsly.... who can stand them.
feel like gettng a new hse, dont care even if its smaller

NEW YEAR 2011

2011-01-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

i feel so inspired by u!! i think we an be cyber bffs haahaahha!!! not rly irl leh cos sometimes i think we just run out of topics? anyway i shld write more here since i actually love reading my older posts hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahah

ANYWAY I NID TO BUY A DIARY+ PLANNER KIND SOON! i realised i got stm cnt rmb dates well so im damn dependent on it!

2011-01-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

omy omy i wanted to screen cap this but i dno how to use screen cap in macbook!! anyway i queued a post on tumblr long ago and i wrote thr "im gna do this to my room!" coincidentally enough, i just pasted on my walls glow in the dark stars and stuffs!! when i got to tumblr i saw my post i was like omyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy y i so cool hahah JK!! but the others r real ohmy y so coincident siol mabye i can predict my futre hmm hmm hmm!!

ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR! HOPE THIS YR WILL BE..... IDK BETTER? COS IM GNA GET SMARTER WOOHOO WOOHOO

2010-12-30T01:29:00.003+08:00

:( i think im starting to drift away from my family esp esp esp my mom :( either i keep gng out or just playing com in my room or smthg ARGHHH but im addicted to it :((( okay alright FROM TOMO ONWARDS, CUT DOWN USAGE OF PLAYING COM IN MY CAVE!! maybe i shld slp with my mom ahahaha!! its like recently, our conver is mostly about getting money for me to shop and stuffs :( argh unfilial jen :( ++ nida takecare of my mom's health cos i think shes aging alot alot alot alot alot

People and moments i miss:

2010-12-29T18:07:00.006+08:00

im just looking thru fb pics, scrolling briefly and stuffs and i realised i actually miss them? but when im actually with them, or anyone, i dont really think tt i will actually feel like hugging them or smthg! now i feel like hugging each and everyone of them :( they are not perfect, far from perfect actually, and i think im too picky or smthg. i just easily overlook their good points and magnify their flaws :( im so bitchy argh i swear im gna be different, more real, more down to earth from now on. and i kinda hate the fb pics thing cos i want them to be in my com so i can develop them or smtgh, but im lazy to save argh! so next time i can show my children my album and say oh thats my ec, crush, someone bitchy, and stuffs ahahaha ( provided if i can hv children! lololol if im single im just gna buy a hse and stay with a few friends and hv bbq once in a week and just fat till i die thr)

2010-12-29T13:16:00.003+08:00

this is a story bout a girl who cried a river and drown the whole world~~

haha okay i just had a weird dream about BARBIE AND KEN its smthg like toy story! barbie and ken were outcasts cos barbie threw rubbish into some drain or smthg haahha!! and barbie felt awkward and told ken about it ( crying somemore) so..... ken and barbie decided to like make some friends by inviting them to sit on a jetplane and ken was the pilot! sadly only 1 guy came but barbie was still excited ahhhaha and i dno y they speak in such formal tone! its like one part barbie was speaking alien language cos its too formal EVEN I DONT UNDERSTAND and im the one who is dreaming the dream! anyway.... so barbie made a suit for the new friend it was white top and a brown khaki kinda shorts! end of story! i cnt rmb the rest! but this is a damn weird dream! i somemore got dream about a flooding room and u need to guess how much litre of water the room can hold. if not we will be drown! whole class i think!
and i dreamt about tander and joan!! lololol only rmb random bits and pieces though!

2010-12-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

what if my mom goes crazy one dayyyyy

2010-12-25T04:15:00.004+08:00

MERRY XMAS EVERYBIRDIEE!! :D i think im hving pms or smthg! my mood is like on a roller coaster ride!! xmas eve on crowded orchard road! i knw im gna miss the job cos i really like to do people watching! hahaha i cnt rly do tat in sch( not fun anyway) stupid B! i guess im not as strong as i tot i was!!! expectations vs reality :(((( in my mind i would step on his legs and punch him on the stomach cos the face would be too dirty! argh bastard! but im getting ovr it im strong im strong im strong! thrs xmas sales and i wna buy so much stuffs!!! hahaha cnt wait to go msai with weile manda and pea!! :D hope they can make it!

oh btw i go a kinda half cool half weird dream! i dreamt tt everyone in 413 was jailed for destroy some statue or smthg! hhahaha then when rachel tried to escape she fell on her knees and was injured! then during lunch time those criminals are queuing up for food! but qihang alrdy got the food ready for the class cept for me! ( it was beef meatballs with porridge btw, my fav hahahhaha!!) so the sad me went to queue up and ate rice with losta meat in it hahahaha i rmb got braised pork! end of story and i woke up at 2 HAHHAA ! and btw my brunch was actually porridge!!! hahahah :D

BTW!! TDY this guy proposed to a girl at mandarin gallery stage thr!!! damn sweet!! although i tot he will wear a suit or smthg!! everyone was like cheering and stuffs it was so happy!!! i actually teared abit HAHAHAHAHA so sweet what!! like he say those sweet stuffs to her! but weile they all say the girl nt as happy as expected leh! maybe she introvert or smthg ahahha! but still it was so sweet!! :D
"would you marry....... CHRISTMAS!! AHAHHA" nah he din say tat, we did HAHHA

2010-12-22T15:18:00.001+08:00

sijia says:

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SO LATE
LATER KENA RAPE
oo that rhymes

jen says:
HAHAHAHAH
YAH
lololol
give u 80/100
but got pple pei so its oaky!
sijia says:
got people pei so its okay
RYHMES TOO
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
ok i give you 20/100
jen says:
HAHAHAHAHA
OMG
I DINO MINE RHYMESAHHAHAHAHA
good siol we all

2010-12-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

im actually scared for 2011:(! i wondr how hard im gna mug and stuffs! ( and how fat im gna get) and i wonder if the class will stay the same? i actually think it wont :( argh! nehmind i shall try be as cool as cucumber then 8)

2010-12-21T00:32:00.003+08:00

I TOTALLY LOVE THE CHRISTMAS MOOD AROUND AROUND AROUNDDDNDNDNDNNDNDNDDNDNDNDNDND :D YYYYY I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!

( add a xmas-y pic so u can feel it toooooo!!!!) can you feel the love tonight~~

2010-12-20T00:30:00.004+08:00

aww my cat!!

3rd day @ work was enjoyable! stand thr watch performance! :D they were sayin xmas isnt bout presents santa food and stuffs, but its for spreading LOOOOOOOOVEEE hahaha and celebrating Jesus coming down and sacrificing himself. i think.................. kinda true hor, quite sad some dno the true meaning of celebrating xmas. when i watch the performances then i really understand y thrs xmas actually hahaha!! sry for being dumb! ANYWAY hahahahahahhahaha the more i look at pple the more terms r added to my list for the perfect guy! hahahahahhahhahaahha i think damn fun while thinking bout this during work!! :D okay! aiyah nehmind! actually wna list out one but quite weird so i shall nt! :D BUT DEEP IN MA HEART I JUST KNOW~~

2010-12-19T15:20:00.003+08:00

haha i know its dumb to say but it just suddenly came to my mind tt the moon i see at night pple actually landed thr b4! like actually pple went thr b4!

FIRST DAY OF WORK HAHA

2010-12-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

omgomg exciting heheheheh how could i not talk about tdy HAHAH!! 1st day working in town~ just walking arnd till night! :D ttly love the xmas feeling hahahahahha AND THE KIDS WITH SANTA HATS AWWWYEEE Y U SO CUTE! :D i rly wna have a soccer team of kids! oh hahahahah so......... today was just walking arnd and looking at pple ( which i love to do) ahahhaha like observe pple and stuffs! :D i realised sg like alot good looking pple recently!! hahaha and thrs this grp of guys trying to dance arnd the "disco lights" thing on the ground hahahaha!! damn funny! i think this job's the best cos u can be in town and just mingle among the crowd and stuffs! i think i nvr do my job well but aiyah they dont rly care too HAHA i dont dare tell those pple not to touch the exhibits since they all so happy taking pics y spoil their mood right hhahaha!! :D:D:D

reached hm quite late but im still gna watch my GG!!! :D i bought season 1-3 for only 25 bucks in viet! :D dvd somemore!! cheap deal! actually thrs a whole complete disney set WHOLE SETTT for only 66 bucks dvd too! but din buy cos i scared quality bad! but imagine if i buy and hv disney movie marathon!! imba banana!! but of cos not all at one go pls! hahahaha if i rmb correctly its arnd 100+ movies? ohmy this post getting boring ahhahahaha!!! i shall go tata! :D i kinda look forward for tomo cos got new faces to look at again!! :D oh btw i sprained my toe, just one toe ahahhaha! which is weird though cos i dont even know how i managed to do tt hahahahaha! alright ttyl~~

oh oh! b4 i go i must say stmgh HAHAHAH tdy i only ate dim sum for brunch and bread for dinnerrrr!! AND I DIN PEE FROM 5-11PM PRO OR WHAT HAHA!! okay BYE
AHAHAHA BTW I MET VICTOR AHAHAH( i think its victor ahahahha cos he looked back too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) AND MY BRO'S FRIENDS! ITS SO FUN TO MEET PPLE AT WORK!! COME VISIT ME @ ORCHARD OKAYOKAYOKAYOKAY AHHAHA

2010-12-13T20:22:00.001+08:00

ahhahha the guy who came up for rm service just now damn cute!! he got cute face ahhahahahahahahah so sad he went out so fast cnt even give him tips! 2nd cute boy met (nia)!!!

2010-12-08T20:56:00.001+08:00

sungha jung my new fav hehehhe my bro just bought a guitar so maybe if i got the patience i shall learn some easy pieces! :D

2010-12-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

met weidog and manda to sing tdy!! :D i realised i dont rly liek to sing alrd? HAHAHA or issit just cos im getting lousy at it! NAYWAY HIGHLIGHT OF DAY IS RAPUNZEL!!! I RLY WNA HV HER HAIR!!! okay im gna start growing it and nope! no more plans to make it shoulder length alrdy! :D EHEHEHE

aww so sweet i rly love her hair!

2010-12-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

i just realised thrs alot of shows/movies/anime/dramas tt make me cry alot! :( i feel so inspired today :)

2010-12-05T15:16:00.003+08:00

just read joan's blog hehehe! im so glad my life is so good compared to others, or at least i dont keep dwelling on stuffs! im glad tt the friends arnd me kinda think alike, not exactly the same, but we just dhsaljkhdlkasjdlkasjdlkas together ahhaha i dno how to say it but yah! its like peanut butter with bread? or like oreo cookies with milk HAHAHAH!! u get it u geddit? :D

and its december, the mth tt i love the most! xmas feel, slacking time and chilling out with friends! :D plus its not as hot as other mths! so i can wear cosy wear :D hehehe im listening to Back to December by taylor :D i suddenly want sj and joan to come my hse to chil like we used to! :D we r so good at chilling if chillax was a subject we sure can get distinction with icecream! hahahaha sry for being random i just feel like eating (again)! its like finally can stay at hm to chill and reflect on life after 1 wk of going out! even my sis say she din see me much at hm! (i bet she missed me HAHAHAH) OH BTW SHE FARTED WHILE DOING SIT UPS YESTERDAY NIGHT! AHAHHA she wanted to lose weight! ohmy realised how long this post is? i shal add a pic to make it nicer!!!

hmmm anyway im kinda scared for next yr, im not prepared! but i shall enjoy myself this december! :D surprisingly, i hvnt really hv plans for xmas or new year? i kinda just wna have a small outing nia :D i shall see when i come back from vietnam! btw i rly hope i can be same grouping as weile while working! i dont wna partner someone for like 5hrs or smthg!! :( i wna chill with weile !! chill with bill AHHAHA ( from the noose) omg i shall go BYE :D

2010-12-05T14:17:00.002+08:00

i love it whenever someone stands up for the gay guy and tries to comfort him and tell the mom/dad to be more accepting and stuffs. i cried whenever i hear their comments for the parent. thr shld be more pple like tat around!! the last lady the best :D

“I understand completely because it wasn’t my dream to have two autistic children either, but you know what? I’m going to fight for them and I’m going to love them. I’m going to do what I have to do for them. You should do the same for your son, because what you’re doing to him involving everyone around here, is wrong.”

this is about homo parents though! i wonder if i will do the same thing if this kinda stuff happen to me :( i hope i'l be brave enough though

2010-12-05T00:09:00.004+08:00

hahaahha circle line is an oxymoron!! :D but virgin porn?( created by tracy) hahaha random! oh anyway i think i got my karma :( my shoulder rly pain now, i dno issit cos of trng too much with my right hand or what. but its like pain and aching everytime!! die die die and i got rheumatism siol my right knee pain also :((( lucky got dictionary in blogger i can spell rheumatism ehehhehe!

2010-12-04T12:45:00.001+08:00

hihihih! :D

2010-12-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

they shld stop talking so loudly everytime argh! getting on my nerves! anyway recently i realised i get easily irritated! like i think i hv enough of being so patient anymore! more paranoid too! ( like my mom :0 ) anyway recently im feel so fly like a g6 ahhaha nah kidding actually im kinda lazy........i wna go for a party but no nid so much moving arnd kind HAHA but lazy to ask, lazy to plan. maybe i shld hv a secret mini bbq party so we can do some catching up and hthts lolol sounds good :D then we watch a good movie on sofa and talk till the next day? oooooo i shall do tat :D joan i think u willl read this! what u think?? oh and i realised i rly cnt really bring myself to be friendly with pple i've met just for a few times :(

2010-11-29T22:59:00.001+08:00

shit what the old woman said was kinda true? im scared!!!! if got ww3 will be quite scary!!! what about our house food supplies?!?!?! and what if nuclear weapon spread to us!!!

Baba Vanga predictions:

2010 – World War III. War will begin in November 2010 and end in October 2014. Will begin as usual, then nuclear will be used initially, and then chemical weapons.

2011 – As a result of the fallout of nuclear fallout in the northern hemisphere will not be any animals or vegetation. Then Muslims will wage war against chemical surviving Europeans.

2014 – Most people will suffer skin cancer and other skin diseases (a consequence of chemical warfare).

2016 – Europe almost lonely (empty).

2018 – New China becomes a world power. Developing countries in turn operated from exploiters.

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and more but i lazy copy and paste liao!!

4509 – Getting to Know God. The man has finally been reached such a level of development that can communicate with God.

4599 – People achieve immortality.

4674 – The development of civilization has reached its peak. The number of people living on different planets is about 340 billion. Assimilation begins with aliens.

5076 – A boundary universe. With it, no one knows.

5078 – The decision to leave the boundaries of the universe. While about 40 percent of the population is against it.

5079 – End of the World.

2010-11-28T18:02:00.003+08:00

ahahhaha will pple die of excitement? cos i think i willL!L!LL!L!L!L!L!Llll!LL!L! ahhahahah cnt wait for their A's to be over so we can hangout soon!! and bbq and class chalet and sentosa omg umidaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2010-11-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

watched toy story 3 tdy! its so sad+sweet!! i was thinking about whr i put my old toys scully they feel the same? lucky some i donated to my couz! im going vietnam LOL :D kinda excited cos i think this is first time going hot country during year end! :D maybe i can get some tan? LOLL RHYMES :D had a short catch up during clar's bday! :D quite fun la and i totally love chick flicks!! i wna watch house bunny HEHEHEHEHEHHE

if eyes could speak, one look would say everything~

2010-11-27T00:48:00.001+08:00

i feel so mean!!!! anywy im watching shutter now!! scary sia!!

2010-11-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

just watched hachi :( damn sad i cried damn badly :((( i was thinking y not let someone act as professor so at least hachi can be happy and not wait for him for like 9 yrs? :(((((((((((((((((((((

2010-11-20T18:46:00.001+08:00

feel like eating cheeseburger w fries BADLY! :(

2010-11-17T13:49:00.003+08:00

so cute!!